
14
Jan
 | Kill my Darlings
if this is the drill
I'll embrace it
adopt it if you will
the demons in my head
make me feel sad
make me feel
there's nothing left to do
than to kill my darlings
just like they killed
you
if the race
I'll finish
and whatever it may take
I'll spit it
in its face
whatever is there
makes me feel
there's nothing left to lose
than to kill the times
and wipe the facts
before they come
to judge me back
I must kill my darlings
before they kill
you
what do I do
I'm lost here
so helpless without you
will you stay
and pull me through
show me the way
show me love
show me all the times
that we made our love
and made the vows
all of what is broken
like all the darlings
that got killed
somehow
all the love and all the vows
seems that it got killed somehow
all the love and all the vows
seems that it got killed somehow
you're killing me now
you're killing me now
you're killing me now
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14
Jan
 | Haunting me Down
the dark, the smell, the dust
the beating of the heart
it throbs
it's aching in my chest
even when I try to scream
I can't seem to breathe
I'm alone in here
need to fight the fear
away from the wall
this space is too small
with every step that I take
I feel more pain
and I can't get out
it's haunting me down
the harder I try to escape
the more it aches
can it be
is the past
closing in on me
the noise, the smoke, the chant
the smell of the incense
the robe
I'm kneeling to confess
even when I try to pray
I can hear the voice
of the angels say
I'm a chosen man
in a chosen land
still I'm damned
I'm the devil's hand
with every step that I take
I feel more pain
and I can't get out
it's haunting me down
the harder I try to escape
the more it aches
I'm scared
I'm scared
I'm so scared
whatever you do don't touch the stone
whatever you do don't touch the stone
whatever you do don't touch the stone
whatever you do don't touch the stone
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